What a surprise!!!! Thank you so much for all your nice comments and your support!
I also got over 1000 watchers at my FB-Page www.facebook.com/GeniMonster
I still can't believe it! (*___*)
While you all were so lovely - pretty much things happend at the time I couldn't be here with you. I'm so happy to be here again! Just wow! You all made me so happy today!
I want to tell you what happend (in a short form):
I have hardly time at the moment, I had got pretty much stress and trouble! But now everything became better than expected- MUCH better!
First thing - I surprisingly lost my old job at the end of april.
High responsibility but low paid - I managed some huge projects. I gave everything for that job and now I realized how bad this was for me. My old job made me sick, I could harldy stand the stress and the pressure. The university was hard too and I looked bad and was tired all over the day and in the night I couldn't sleep. After I lost my job I felt empty and I couldn't find a new one and this frustrated me so much.
A few days later a good friend called me. He asked me: Hey little girl, can't you remember what you told me years ago- what do you want to become? - And I didn't know what he meant. He laughed and said: Did this job and this stupid university made you so blind? You forgot your dreams? Why you started this? The university, this job? - And I started to laugh, because I could remember it. He opened my eyes. How could I ever forget it?
I found a new job only one week later! Fun fact- it's better paid and the new people arround me are so lovely and nice and it's the type of job I ever wanted to have! I'm so happy now!
Another fun fact is that the new job is closer to >all< of my friends. Before I had to drive over 1 1/2 hours to be with them- now it's about 15-20 minutes <3 (and the distance to the other ones also became shorter).
I had to move from my flat in Frankfurt into a new one near Mannheim- but first I had to found a new one there (which do not costs tooooo much). Yesterday I got one! In the middle of june I can move into it! <3 I'm so excited and can't wait. *3*
At he moment I live in a small room with my friend <3 Thank you so much my dear that you gave me a bed and a home for this time. The way from my old flat to my job is just too far away (over 110km (one way)). He moved there only two weeks before I asked him if I could stay there for a while <3 and we now (FINALLY) have internet there since today! So everything is fine now.
But I have to manage some things now and the following days (organize the move, find a new university, etc.) - so don't be mad at me if I do not answer immediatly and the next time will become a bit calmer.
So good night everyone! Wish your day will become fine! And thank you so much again that you are here!
I love u all ~ GeniMonster